I never thought happiness could exist. And i never could be happier. To tell you the truth i wish you all the best of luck.

<3 Me Forever..Danny

Who are you?

Are we friends?

When and how did we meet?

What do you think of me?

What's the fondest memory you have of me?

How long do you think we will be friends or enemies?

Do you love me?

Have I ever hurt you?

Would you hug me?

Would you kiss me?

Are we close?

On a scale of 1-10, how attractive am I?

Give me a nickname and explain why you picked it?

How long have you known me?

Describe me in one word?

What was your first impression?

Do you still think that way about me now?

What do you think my weakness is?

Do you think I'll get married?

What reminds you of me?

What's something you would change about me?

How well do you know me?

Ever wanted to tell me something but couldn't?

If so tell me now?

What stands out about me physically?

Are you going to put this on your xanga and see what I say about you?

INCREDIBLE.....

Enough said....!!!!!

This is my suicide letter to the world...

To whom it may concern,

                                        My heart was punctured along time ago...and i thought i had patched the hole, but obviously i hadn't, and now it's slowly falling apart, and i can't stop it. Unless i kill it before it dies by it's self, and leaves my brain and myself and i'm just a cold heartless bitch. Though others already think i am. I'm leaving now, because i can't take the pain anymore. I have the razor in my hand, and it's calling to me. Please, forgive me for not hugging you guys and saying I love you. But i do love you, each and everyone of you. I did this because it's what i needed to do to make myself better. But this is nothing more than a silent goodbye, that i put down in words. I'll miss you all, bu i'm not coming home tonight, or calling you on my cell, i'm not even going to look you in the eyes one last time and tell you it's alright. My tears and my soul have taken my mind and twisted it far beyond my reach, just over these past two years of recovery and it seems they have destroyed it. None or you will really ever understand what was going through my mind. I can see the questions now: She had everything but why?, why would she hurt herself? How come? I just don't understand????? Well i'm sorry you won't understand and i'm sorry i can't explain but i'm not sorry for doing it... I needed to do this for me and for everyone who doesn't understand that.. I'm sorry for you..! The depression doesn't let me breathe, and my heart doesn't beat anymore, and my eyes are never dry, because of the tears that leave my pillows soaked at night, because of the nightmares that haunt me. Forgive me for this, if i hurt you, but to hurt myself is the only way, the best way, that i can control my heart. So I leave you now to go and slit my wrists and watch the blood drip onto the carpet, and the life slowly drain from my cold fingers. Love you always and forever....

P.S.,

       The world may never forgive me, or know why i did this, but i'm hoping more than anything that my loved ones will... Remember i'll always be with you and never forget my face when you fall asleep.

                                                                       Sincerely yours,

                                                                            ~Danny~

( This letter was written one night, when i was going through my depression so bad i was really considering it one night. So i blasted my music, and went into my closet, where i wrote my last goodbye..and sat there forever crying myself away..as the blood dripped on the paper. Then i placed the knife to my vein and pressed, And before i proceded the room became clear and my heart stopped beating and i couldn't breathe. I had begun to pass out, and when i woke up, i was laying there, with blood on my face. And that was the last time i placed the blade against my skin and pushed.... Forgive me , i was blind , someone had stolen my eyes and locked my heart away...But then i got the courage, and walked right up to the asshole and stole my eyes back, and open the lock to my heart... )

Ok guys, i normally don't update about what happens with me...I normally just put my writings... on here but this last week has been homecoming, and it's not the best homecoming ever that our school has had..but in my oppion it was  a pretty damn good week...Here are some pictures just to show you...how flipping awesome of a time i had...!!

This is  what happens when your a freshman slave for a flipping senior...

I could so pull of the sexy army chick...what do you think?

The funniest freaking thing this week, and just the fact that guys dress up as girls..it was so freaking hot...

My crazy ass boyfriend and his lover chase...what is there to do with these two?

My awesome friend corey, thats going to grow up and be a talk show host or a porn star

My incredible science teacher, Mrs. Refner..she's awesome...

TRAVIS...enough said..lol

My homie's brett and jenny, their so gangster...

Me and chelsie in kobeck's class..we get away with everything..or do we?...

Me, chelsie, and our new awesome friend meagan...their so freaking great...

Me and Jenny in 3rd aren't we so so cute...

OMFG look at those faces, not even our boyfriends could love those....lol

Now we are so gangster, we could beat any of yall...hoe's... Just bring it i dare you...!!!?

Look how beatuiful this girl is..i'm so happy i meet her..Donald's lucky to have her...

I just don't know about LaVergne sometimes...???

Gosh dang i think he's a sexier chick then me...But i sooo have a bigger rack then him...so hahaha...lol

Lindsay freaking Duncan...definatley enough said...it's the flipping awesome O.G.

Such a gangster, that she can pull of the Walmart signs, and a shirt that looks like a dress...

Aww allison's so cute..it's gangster..

This is probably the best shirt ever...and ely made it..Omg i want one..

Who all can say that they pimped out the chains around the neck...?

This is Wu Tang, he's this breakdancing asian thats in kobeck's class with me...he's some what of a perv..but he's still my favorite asian and i love him....lol...

Omg this is meagan and she probably has the most prettiest eye's i've ever seen..don't you think ...?

Well on friday in 3rd i quickly braided jenny's hair and  look how good i did...i'm so flipping cool..

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O my goodness...o...so pretty

Chase...in the parking lot...

Aww lindsay and i'm going to call him luke because i forgot how to spell his name...but thats him...they look cute together...

Bobby in the parking lot....

Chelsie and Travis...their so cute...together...

Michael before his show..hanging out in the parking lot...

Pat on friday..omg there's so much blue...

This is michaels' car..i liked it alot...and the color so i took a picture..isn't it pretty...

What am i going to do with this guy...I like him oh so much..but he's crazy..but to be honest with you, i'll let you know a secret..I am too...so i guess we kind of match..lol..except i'm not blue...

This is the most awesomest salt and pepper tower in the world and you know what i know the guy ( travis ) who did it...lol..but shh.. don't tell anybody...

Thats my dava flava's oh so sexy facial expression...

What can i say..Just gangsta i guess...?lol

I love this guy...

She's so pretty when surprised...

Jesse Sack-a-turkey..lmao..haha get it...

One of my bestest guy friends...

Just plain beauitiful..thats all i'm going to say...lol

Don't you just love girl on girl action..lol...Just joking..promise...

Omg i love this guy so so much...but supposibly he's getting married to my boyfriend, and i'm just going to be a maid at their house...the world is so unfair..lol..

So hott..you just don't know..

And last but not least this is me..it may look like a sad face, but at that moment in time i was, and i like to photograph myself when i'm sad that way i know what i look like...well yeh this is my ugly self so don't be to horrified..lol..anyways ttyl guys love you all..homecoming was a blast...

<3 Danny